A little something extra, just for you...
Demon's Muse: Dark Serenity Collection is a collection of poems written by my friend Robyn Sperling. It is she who wrote the poems / lyrics in my book, Sons of Sin.
In the first through third editions, these poems are featured in full length. From the fourth edition, the poems are cropped, but I would like them to be known in their full glory.
Demon's Muse: Dark Serenity Collection is available for purchase at:
Poem 1
Rejected
that's what I'm feeling today
See you walking beaming with a smile
It fades when your eyes fall upon me
Longing for the happiness that you feel
Slapping a plastic grin on pale skin
I am yearning to make this all real
Look in my eyes I know you can see
The person that is screaming inside of me
My soul is craving your attention
Instead it is pained by your rejection
Just take me for what I am
Allow me to remove this mask
And shed this fucking skin
Seeking peace is not a sin
I've been
alone all these years
Condemned to a life that you would only fear
In your dreams late at night
Time for you to feel the fright.
Welcome to my nightmare
Ghosts of the past come out to haunt me
Goblins searching to snatch my soul
The monster comes out from under the bed
He's crawling around inside my head
And I scream
Never come at me again
Do you think I really need you?
After all these years have gone by
And you still can't provide answers why
I just wish you would go away.
Go away and die…
Whisper. Do you hear the voice?
No. He never offered me a choice
Created identically
Separated, though not tragically
You were chosen and treated like gold
I was made from a filthy mold
Diseased, dirty, not mortal
Time for you to visit my portal
Welcome to my nightmare
Ghosts of the past come out to haunt me
Goblins searching to snatch my soul
The monster comes out from under the bed
He's raping me inside my head
And I scream and yell
Never come at me again
Did you really think I needed you?
After all these years gone by
And you still can't provide the reasons why
I just wish you would go away…
Go away and die…
Go away and die…
Go away and fucking die…
All they did was feed me deception and lies The look of death in their eyes
Finally you came out of nowhere
Your touches full of tender care and you whisper
Give in to me- Stop resisting the urge
Give in to me- Stop holding back
Give in to me- Let go of your fears
Give in to me- Let me help find your soul
Inside they tried to make me die
Outside they made me lie
Appearances so deceiving
Compared to the story they were conceiving
As part of the tale of a put together story
When I hear your voice
I'm given a new world of choice
Give in to me- Stop resisting the urge
Give in to me- Stop holding back
Give in to me- Restrain my fears
Give in to me- Discover my soul